Thursday, 15 March 2012

His birthday !

12 MAC 2012


it was three days ago and it was his birthday.
the day was so special.
it reminds me about our first 'hi'.

this is our story.
i never told anybody about our relationship, even my besties
because i think
this is all about me and him.




after getting know each other
for three years,
this is the third time I celebrated his birthday
how i met him?
it was my mom and my dad
they introduce me to him
and they really hope that
i can accept him
as the way he is.


yes, i accepted him.
we have been together since that day
12 Mac 2009
on his birthday.

thank god for sending him to me
he helps me a lot
he never leave me alone
he always understand me
as i can say, he is very understanding



when i was sad
he will always be by my side.
i hope he will not leave me
for another girl.

this is the first time
i let you know
who is him.
and here is he
 


        aspire 4730Z    ^.^      hey baby!

            my cat also love him ! muah muahh !


yeah, he is just a laptop
my lappy
i love him
thanks for being with me for the three years
hope you will be with me for a long, long time
i need you.
i love you.

thanks mom and dad for giving him to me.
i really appriciate it. 
=) =) =)



xx I LOVE MY MUM AND DAD xx


The Blackboard : i don't have a really-true love story.


Friday, 2 March 2012

God's gift

Hi.

Wow, it has been a long time for my last entry. Rigth now, it is 12.39 am and I am writing the post. Never do this before, blogging at the middle of night. The assignments never end up and that's what a real student's life. 

I just only want to share my happiness with my friends. Look at this.

THE BABY !!!

She is my niece. Born on 25th February 2012, last Saturday. She is my first niece and the first grandchild in my family. After waiting about 10 hours, my sister delivered her. I am so happy, excited and more excited to be an aunt. But the fact is, I still scared to hold her because she is too small and soft - like what Johnson & Johnson Baby told you on tv. I scared that I might hurt her because she was only age 'one day' when I was at home. 

My sister said her daugther is look like her but her nose is like my dad's. 

I can see from my brother-in-law face, he is also very happy. He was waiting my sister at the hospital for the whole day, sleep outside the ward till morning and just come back to have a bath. That's a father-to-be should do and I respect him.

My mom. She is extra and extra excited to be a grandmother. She never stop smiling and called the baby as "tomei" since the baby does not have a name yet. When I called her on the phone, she said : The baby is so clever, she will stop crying when I hold her. That's mean the baby has known her grandmother =). My mom said, her grandchildren must called her as "Wan" not as a "Nenek" because my mom is a Pahang-rian and she wants the tradition of calling "wan" never-dying in my family.

Now, my sister is in "pantang". My mom keep told her :

 you can eat this,  
don't eat this [ it will be mine =D ],
 don't do this  

and at the same time I also learnt, learnt how to be a mother soon. >,<





That's all. It is 1.15 a.m. I better go to bed now, if not I will be dreaming in the class tomorrow. Bye.



xx I LOVE MY MUM AND DAD xx


The Blackboard : I will teach my niece to write this "I LOVE MY MUM AND DAD" soon, perhaps she will a good daughter, a brilliant niece, and a wonderful grandchild.

Monday, 20 February 2012

First Love


 oh my god, i just fall in love!!


Hello sweeties !

Yeah, it is all about first love today. I know everybody is waiting for those who write about first love rather than facebook and drugs. This is the time for you to know about your friend's first love. Now, the secret is not a secret anymore. hahaha. 

Oh, no! My heart starts beating very fast right now. All the memories come into my mind, suddenly make me smile alone, forget about everything and it's all about my first love. Enough, that is too much for introduction. Let's start the story.

Honestly, and very very honestly, I never had first love. *yeah, you're wasting your time now, no first love story, i don't mind if you click the "x" button at the right top now*. BUT I have a story for you. It was on 2005 when I was in Form 2. There was a new boy enter my class in the middle of February and he is actually was my teacher's son. He is about only 150 cm tall which is far away shorter than me. That's not the big issue here but he is very good looking boy.



One day, my friends had challenged me to talk to him. I still remember, they told me to borrow his Geography's Folio and I did it when teacher was not in the class. All my friends were laughing at me because they did not believe I would do that. Start from that day, so many things happend to me. The boys in the class keep making joke about us, but I'm not taking it seriously because we were just friends. My form teacher also knew about this and although she is an "ustazah", she never scolded us but she is more excited to know the progress of our relationship. For sure it just a "friend" relationship and never goes more than that. 

There was an incident that still make me feel ashamed to confront with him till now. In the same year, my class was sent to MITC for attending a carnival. There was a radio kiosk there. People can write their name and their short speech, pay RM 2.00 if I am not mistaken and the DJ will announce it. And what I have done was, I did it. I asked for Siti Nurhaliza's song entitled "Kau Kekasihku" and my speech was most like this "I would like to give this words to all my classmates especially ******, good luck and have a nice day". Fuhhhh... all my friends were laughing and I ran into the bus quickly, covered my face with the bus' curtain. When my friends entered the bus, they were still laughing and the boy had a red face. Pity on him. Till now, I also don't know why I did that such thing. Yeah, I was 14 that time, I'm not thinking well, it's all about joking. 

That is the kid's story. I think this is one of my "sweet" memories that I would remember eternally. I would tell to my kids and my grandchildren but I never told this story to my mum. 

This is my first love


ayah & ibu ~ love never ends


xx I LOVE MY MUM AND DAD xx

The Blackboard : I don't know how to find love. I need a teacher.

Tuesday, 14 February 2012

The Unexpected Liars

Happy birthday to you...
Happy birthday to you...
Happy birthday to you...


yeah, it's my birthday
thank you Azy, Dayah, and Mira
 for celebrating my BIRTHday
even it's already two months passed

I never expected this
beside your normal attitude, I can't see your abnormal attitude that day
yeah, you can fool me
yeah, Madam Ho is going to see you at 12.30
then, you came with this blueberry cake at Mc Donalds.
what else I want to say.
It was really touch my heart
and I never feel like this 
because I really believe Dayah is going to see Mdm Ho but not going to buy this cake
 *actually it was Dayah and Mira*
then, you made me cry !!
you made my day ♥♥♥



 thank you for the cake
thank you for the Mc D
when we were eating, it took a long, very long time
people at the next table keep changing but we were still there
spending time with all of you, is not a kind of wasting time
even though that's time we have a lot of works waiting to be done
but it is more on to build my stregth to be here
and it is the time for me to love you more *ggrrr***
thanks besties !!


I know I am not strong enough to be here
far away from my family *even though they are only 20km from here*
had trouble to get along with this new hostel
and you are always be by my side.


even sometimes we were not in the same track
have a bit misunderstanding
silent is the best way
to make sure it does not going worst.
to make sure our friendship is not affected.


my mom always said :
"find the friends that would always be with you when you are happy or sad, not just the friends that are need you when they are in trouble."


honestly, I really miss the last year
we were at the same floor of hostel
we were near by each other
we had much time to eat together
I can called them just from my room
chatting in the bathroom
and that is what life in hostel really mean to me.


I hope our friendship will remains forever.
Thank you Allah for sending me these three girls.


Friday, 10 February 2012
Melaka Central's Mc Donalds


xx I LOVE MY MUM AND DAD xx

The Blackboard : The strongest glue is always be in my bag, if the glass begin to crack I will glue it immediately. The glass is the freindship.

Monday, 13 February 2012

Personal Response : Kevin

 omg !


 Personally, I think this story is very interesting as it shows the reality of life of nowadays. It describes how the parents are pressing their kids to be excellent. In this story I feel really sorry to Kevin because his mother never cares about his feeling at all and keep pushing him to study every time. This “autocratic” mother has steal Kevin’s kid life as Kevin is not allowed to play with his friends, watching television or doing something he likes except study. As a mother, Kevin’s mother should give him same opportunity like other kids to have time for playing, watching television and at the same time not ignoring his study. This situation would make the kid feels better rather than keep studying in a depression. For me, Kevin is a good boy, he never objected his mother’s order to study but the mother is quiet selfish. Kevin’s mother did not reward him properly such as did not buy for him football boots like he wanted. Maybe the mother thinks she has done perfectly for his son’s life like preaparing him for study and sending his son to swimming class but she never knew that her son is suffering. It is not fault to do that but the way is wrong. In this story also I found that Kevin has a good friend, Boon Kee. 

 
go to study....bla..bla..bla..then study again...

Although Boon Kee is playful, untidy and gave unpleasant opinion about Kevin’s mark but it shows that Boon Kee is really care about his friend and he really know his friend’s life. This is a true friendship. When Kevin was told by his servant about his mother illness, he did not show any worry. While reading this part, I myself can feel what Kevin’s feel. It is not happy feeling but something like relief and grateful for he can have a week by his own. Truly, this is not supposed to happen but Kevin as a kid deserves to have it. Maybe his mother would realize about this after she come back. But for me, in this real world I would never do like Kevin because whatever happened, my mother is always be my mother and nobody can't replace her. Forgiveness can build the love. As a child we should love our mother because they are the reason for we are living in the earth today.


xx I LOVE MY MUM AND DAD xx


The Blackboard : It is better to be hated for what you are than loved for what you are not. Thank God for giving me a wonderful mother.

Summary of Drove Roads



 the drovers



         The drovers had to overcome the problem of the long distances movements of the animals. They have to provide enough foods for the cattle along the journey. The drover must have great skill to handle large number of cattle for a long distance. Usually the drover will ride ahead on horseback to ensure the cattle are on the right track and did not enter the private land to feed or the drover have to pay for any damage they had done. While passing other farmers’ farm, they have to make sure the cattle do not mixed up with the farmers’ own cattle because it would take long time to sort them out again. Sudden loud noises would frightened the cattle and make them panic and it take times to calm them. Drover also is exposed to robbers’ threat. The drover must have intimate knowledge of his cattle, so they reach their market in prime condition to get the best prices.





xx I LOVE MY MUM AND DAD xx


The Blackboard : Life is a dream for the wise, a game for the fool, a comedy for the rich, a tragedy for the poor - Sholom Aleichem


Sunday, 12 February 2012

Anti - A

Hello sweeties !

I want to make a declaration that I am anti A. My word is "Anti - A". But why must I hate "A"? She never doing wrong to me, she never disappointed me, in fact, she is one of the most wanted things in this world. This is really crazy. No, actually it's not crazy. This word has came across into my mind when I was thinking to write about the blood donation. 



450 ml blood of mine. see the red tag, B's group.

Have you ever try donate your blood? Do you know your blood type? Are you in Mahsuri blood's group or you are the "C" group? Hah, if you are the "C", please go back to your school and learn science again from your teacher, and don't play in the class. You are Mahsuri's group? Please bring me to Langkawi and show me your ancestor's genealogy, even I never care who are you, just show me. Bla...bla...bla...

As a responsible Malaysian, I am proudly said that I am one of the blood donors in the world. Last Wednesday, there was a blood donation program in the campus and I have took the chance to donate my blood. This is my second time but it should be the third. I have donated blood for the first time when I was in semester two of foundation. Second time, it was last semester. Unfortunately, I did not pass the test before donating the blood because I was so nervous at that time. My blood pressure was so high even the doctor have given me time to calm myself and I have checked it for twice. I never expected that I can't donate blood because of this factor and I admit that I am the "darah gemuruh" type, my heart easily beating too fast, my hand get very cold. So, last Wednesday was my third time attending the blood donation program. Everything was going well. I had pass the weight section, my hameoglobin was enough - about 14.5, the passing point is 12.5, my blood pressure was normal and I went to the bed for about 30 minutes. Thanks to Azy for accompanying me that day. =B


it's not hurt, have a try.

 
From the blood donation, I have know my blood group. I am belong to B's group. And the B's group is anti to A's group for antibodies in plasma. That's why I am anti to "A". =) 

 what about you? C's group?

I hope by donating my blood I can help to save people's life, at least one. I know I can't afford to help them in financial term, but at least my blood can give them another chance to live. We don't know what will happend to us in the future, what will happend to our family and our beloved friends. Perhaps this would help. Make a change for a better life. May Allah bless us. 


xx I LOVE MY MUM AND DAD xx


The Blackboard : Bear in mind, if we never try to help people, how the people want to help us. God is totally fair.